missing red

Lately I have missed my red hair sooooooo much. Not sure why!?!? It's my natural hair color...but I remember I use to HATE it!! but now I miss it because its what makes me...ME! And I need to embrace it and flaunt it! I am hoping this icky black will grow out very soon because I miss my natural self. The long red hair....I feel totally me and totally comfortable in it....but when I have this short, black hair its like I am trying to hide what God naturally gave me!? I just am realizing that I don't need to hide anything. Neither should anyone else. I have seen teen girls get plastic surgery for their birthday!?! Messed up. I know soooo many FAKE girls at my school that wear the fake eyelashes, fake hair, fake tan, fake everything! it just really bothers me that some girls that are so beautiful already, they can't see that and they try to make MORE and MORE. But they really don't need to. Less is more. I wish that the media and society would stop filling young girls minds with crap like "Size -1 is this seasons hottest phyisque!" or even when I go to the mall........right there in the window: SIZES 1-6 ONLY. And then they have different shops for "Plus Size Girls." I think that our size really shouldn't determine where we shop, what we eat, the people we talk to...etc...I think that we should boost eachothers self confidence. I want to challenge anyone reading this to tell at least 3 people that they're beautiful today. And REALLY mean it. You might just change someones perspective on life...just how I've changed mine.

(These is the only picture I could really find of my red hair from last year!) :)