......just a quick thought I needed to share....

Ya know, It's the worst feeling in the world to love & hate someone all at the same time. And its hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It is funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It is really crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and when you want to move on but you're stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start or how to say them. I feel so helpless when I cannot see you everyday and be with you. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther & farther away. It's so hard to think back to how things used to be and how happy I was and I look at it now and realize that things are different now they may never be the same. But I am always going to be here in the long run. Remember that you are the one that left me, so if you miss me....It's your own fault. But, what can I say??? Every minute away from you hurts and I still love you with all my heart....So please don't turn away and keep your promises, don't take them away from me, they are the only things I have. I know you don't feel the same way as I do, But just so you know, I will always be here, so when you think the time is right again, come get me, I trust you. :]

------------------Just a thought I needed to write...or type down.-----------------------------

Nighty night! <3