Horrible

Who ever is reading this, well, I hope you had much better day than I did.

Today was a piece of crap! 

It all started when I woke up late for school and I had to do my makeup and hair in a HUGE hurry, so I looked like a friggen untamed animal.

Then I didn't do my homework and my grade is probably dropping as we speak...

Then 6th period rolled around and I forgot my gym clothes.

After that, our class divided into teams for basketball. My friends boyfriend was on the same team as me so I traded her. Then I got over to the other team and, you know how my brother broke my wrist? Well, I mean, How the heck do you play hardcore basketball with 1 fricken hand??? Im not THAT talented. So, I was just walking over to the sideline and the biggest, tallest football player at my school threw the ball so hard at the kid behind me and I guess I walked in front of him and got the basketball to my face. It hit my chin, jaw and lip. I immidiately burst into tears and not to mention everyone was laughing at me as I ran to the teacher to ask to go to the lockers while I was blinking in my tears.  When I got in the bathroom, My lip was bleeding like crazy from the inside on the top. It hurt worse than child birth and I dont even know what that feels like!!! So, I washed out my mouth and used paper towel after paper towel on my bloody lip. And, DUH, you cant put a bandaid on it and callit good and plus it was starting to swell and my jaw hurt really bad. So I walked to the office and asked for a bag of ice. Then I went back to the locker room and nobody was in there so I just went in the back and bawled like a baby because 1) My "friends" were laughing at me. And the guy that threw it didn't even say sorry. 2) I was HUMILIATED. 3) It fricken hurt like a motha! 4) My cousin stole my phone earlier so I couldnt call my momma. :(

Then I heard someone come in. It was my favorite asian friend, Anna. She said "Mrs. Cornia wanted me to come check on you." And I was crying so she hugged me and told me to go to the office and lay down. 

So I went back to the office and lied down for about 20  minutes. Then the office chick helped me re-wrap my cast thingy on my wrist because it had blood on it.

Then she said I only had 10 minutes left of 7th period, which is Advanced Dance. So I walk in and I am chewing ice and then this huge little group of girls that were laughing at me in gym, I see them all huddle together and look at me. And I just got this sick feeling they were talking crap on me. I'm not real sure why....because I am nice to EVERYONE at my school...But maybe they think I'm a baby?

NEWSFLASH! I dont care. I really dont. I am who I am and if I am a bawl-baby, well then, thats who I am and you better love it or leave it.

So I don't really care, It just makes them look insecure and nothing better to do.

So then school got out and I waited for Allie, Velma, Zac and Megan by the doors and OH MY HECK it was sooo cold. I walked outside for like 5 minutes and I was already complaining.

(Jeez, I miss California...)

So then I walked half way home and then my mom came to the rescue and picked us up.

When we got in the car, I told my mom about my day and I just broke down into tears. It actually made her cry that I was so upset.

I came home and my daddy called me and told me everything was all right. 

My lip hurts. :(

I need a hug.....

So here I am in my bed listening to Paramore.

Well I gotta go make dinner now.

Tomorrow is a new day...and I just can't give up. 

Positive Vibes,

Ericka. :[